Nerves Kicking In

So, tomorrow is the big day. I should get a call by 3:30 this afternoon telling me when to show up. I’ve been under general anasthesia about 10 times for 7 or so surgeries. So, you would think I wouldn’t get nervous at all anymore. Yet, here I am.

I’m not talking about some kind of unbearable “I don’t want to do this” kind of nervous. It’s a nagging nervousness.

At noon, I have to switch to a clear fluid liquid diet. The starvation should help with the nerves [sarcasm off].

So, I’m trying to focus on the positive. Have I shown everyone my goal weight reward? Here it is. Imminently coverable but, depending on what (age appropriate) outfit I wear, it can be visible in casual outings. I will get it slightly shaded for a minimal color effect.

Published by Angela

I’m a married prosecuting attorney, mother of three aged 3-28, grandmother to a toddler and scheduled to have Gastric Bypass RNY on 2/20/20. Follow my journey.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: