So, tomorrow is the big day. I should get a call by 3:30 this afternoon telling me when to show up. I’ve been under general anasthesia about 10 times for 7 or so surgeries. So, you would think I wouldn’t get nervous at all anymore. Yet, here I am.
I’m not talking about some kind of unbearable “I don’t want to do this” kind of nervous. It’s a nagging nervousness.
At noon, I have to switch to a clear fluid liquid diet. The starvation should help with the nerves [sarcasm off].
So, I’m trying to focus on the positive. Have I shown everyone my goal weight reward? Here it is. Imminently coverable but, depending on what (age appropriate) outfit I wear, it can be visible in casual outings. I will get it slightly shaded for a minimal color effect.